Yurameku Aki No Koi Gokoro

Yurameku Aki No Koi Gokoro Manga :

I want you to hold me just once… I promise I won’t tell you I love you.
— Igarashi, a photographer, is friends with benefits with Shida, a popular stylist who only ever touches him when he’s drunk. —
The truth is, I’ve had an unrequited love for Shida ever since high school...but I'd rather settle for holding him in my arms than confessing my feelings and not be able to be by his side anymore. Yet, Shida always carelessly whispers things like "I love you" and "you’re cute...”
From the popular series “Love Blooms for a Twisted Blossom" and "A Sigh In Spring, A Love In Summer” is the long awaited spin-off that shows the true essence of unrequited love between a creative stylist and a troubled, kuudere photographer.